WEBVTT NOTE Paragraph 00:00:36.761 --> 00:00:38.386 MADAME 00:01:11.414 --> 00:01:12.581 SCREENWRITERS: 00:01:31.656 --> 00:01:35.200 Pity, Mrs. Olcay seems to have completely lost it. 00:01:35.200 --> 00:01:37.881 Is she taking her cat out for a stroll in that cage? 00:01:43.680 --> 00:01:45.573 She must have lost her marbles. 00:01:45.573 --> 00:01:49.152 Living alone is tough. To have no one but a cat to care for you... 00:01:49.947 --> 00:01:53.646 Are you lot mocking Mrs. Olcay again? Shame on you. 00:01:54.720 --> 00:01:58.271 Don't you have anything better to do than gossip about that poor woman? 00:02:09.284 --> 00:02:11.129 Here. Have some. 00:02:15.374 --> 00:02:17.348 Have some, sweetie. 00:02:25.516 --> 00:02:27.016 MUSIC: 00:02:48.042 --> 00:02:49.542 DIRECTED BY: 00:03:03.944 --> 00:03:06.925 Fatma! Don't you hear the door! 00:03:06.925 --> 00:03:09.556 I'm making meatballs, my hands aren't clean. 00:03:10.095 --> 00:03:12.213 You're still not done in the kitchen! 00:03:23.453 --> 00:03:24.455 Mrs. Olcay. 00:03:24.827 --> 00:03:26.791 Welcome. Come inside, ma'am. 00:03:26.947 --> 00:03:28.683 Thank you, Mrs. Muzeyyen. 00:03:29.701 --> 00:03:31.633 I haven't seen Inci in a while. 00:03:31.633 --> 00:03:34.108 I missed her, so I thought I'd pay you a visit. 00:03:34.606 --> 00:03:35.967 Of course. 00:03:36.302 --> 00:03:37.908 Please, come on in. 00:03:43.234 --> 00:03:46.339 The house is a bit messy this early in the morning. 00:03:46.738 --> 00:03:49.507 I don't mind. I'm not some stranger. 00:03:50.217 --> 00:03:51.571 Of course not. 00:03:51.571 --> 00:03:53.587 Inci will be happy to see Hanim. 00:03:55.632 --> 00:03:57.522 Hanim is in a cage. 00:03:58.733 --> 00:03:59.734 Inci, 00:04:00.102 --> 00:04:02.491 you should say "welcome" to Mrs. Olcay first. 00:04:04.404 --> 00:04:06.319 Welcome, Mrs. Olcay. 00:04:06.433 --> 00:04:08.488 Thank you, my dear. Look, 00:04:08.876 --> 00:04:10.514 Hanim is here to see you. 00:04:10.784 --> 00:04:13.401 That's great! Hanim! Hanim! 00:04:13.674 --> 00:04:14.676 Inci, 00:04:14.676 --> 00:04:16.314 be careful, she might bite. 00:04:17.047 --> 00:04:18.048 Don't worry, 00:04:18.270 --> 00:04:19.656 she's good-natured. 00:04:19.760 --> 00:04:21.064 Please, have a seat. 00:04:27.971 --> 00:04:29.283 Let me get your coat. 00:04:29.543 --> 00:04:31.815 Thank you, if it's not a problem... 00:04:35.509 --> 00:04:38.940 - Welcome, Mrs. Olcay. - Thank you Ms. Fatma, how are you? 00:04:38.940 --> 00:04:42.110 Fatma, make us some coffee. How do you take it, ma'am? 00:04:43.175 --> 00:04:44.781 With sugar, please. 00:04:44.781 --> 00:04:46.768 - One black, one with sugar. - Alright. 00:04:52.072 --> 00:04:53.073 Inci, 00:04:53.230 --> 00:04:54.453 be careful, my girl. 00:04:55.062 --> 00:04:56.252 Don't get scratched. 00:04:56.569 --> 00:04:57.742 Don't worry, 00:04:58.233 --> 00:05:00.122 Hanim knows the people who love her. 00:05:00.634 --> 00:05:02.493 She knows Inci very well. 00:05:02.672 --> 00:05:05.125 They used to play together over at our place. 00:05:05.597 --> 00:05:08.212 She adores cats—loves all animals, actually. 00:05:08.694 --> 00:05:10.631 That's why I brought Hanim here. 00:05:12.214 --> 00:05:15.449 Why did you carry that huge cage all the way over here? 00:05:15.449 --> 00:05:17.243 Our street has a steep climb, too. 00:05:18.341 --> 00:05:20.101 I don't mind. 00:05:20.404 --> 00:05:21.889 I wanted to give Hanim 00:05:23.117 --> 00:05:25.155 to Inci, as a present. 00:05:25.363 --> 00:05:28.296 Hanim will be mine! That's amazing, mom! 00:05:30.755 --> 00:05:33.704 Tidy yourself up! We have a guest in the house. 00:05:33.957 --> 00:05:36.662 So what? I've been working in the kitchen. 00:05:36.971 --> 00:05:38.537 I meant no disrespect. 00:05:41.191 --> 00:05:43.611 Of course. I know how it is. 00:05:43.896 --> 00:05:45.435 Thanks for the coffee, Ms. Fatma. 00:05:45.435 --> 00:05:47.940 What kind of coffee is this? There's no foam. 00:05:47.940 --> 00:05:49.408 There was foam when I poured it. 00:05:50.483 --> 00:05:52.690 It must've disappeared on my way here. 00:05:54.303 --> 00:05:56.331 Inci loves playing with cats. 00:05:56.672 --> 00:05:59.728 So I thought she should have Hanim. 00:06:00.804 --> 00:06:03.151 That's very kind of you, Mrs. Olcay. 00:06:03.371 --> 00:06:07.363 But Inci couldn't possibly accept such a precious cat as a gift. 00:06:07.820 --> 00:06:10.655 We all know how much you love her. 00:06:10.966 --> 00:06:13.338 It would give me great comfort to know 00:06:13.338 --> 00:06:16.757 that Hanim was being taken care of by Inci, in your house. 00:06:17.708 --> 00:06:19.301 Let's take her in mom, please! 00:06:19.988 --> 00:06:23.409 Inci, leave the cat alone. Get away from there. 00:06:24.625 --> 00:06:27.998 It's difficult to take care of a cat in an apartment flat, ma'am. 00:06:28.400 --> 00:06:31.276 Inci nagged us about getting a cat so many times, 00:06:31.414 --> 00:06:33.621 but her father says that it's impossible. 00:06:33.621 --> 00:06:34.903 With all the fur around 00:06:34.903 --> 00:06:36.785 ...and she'd tear up the furniture. 00:06:39.699 --> 00:06:41.605 Inci, go to your room. 00:06:57.827 --> 00:06:59.620 I apologize, Mrs. Muzeyyen. 00:07:00.067 --> 00:07:02.631 It wasn't my intention to cause you trouble. 00:07:30.657 --> 00:07:32.881 Mom, look. There she is again. 00:07:33.835 --> 00:07:36.857 What's that? Is that her cat in the cage? 00:07:37.062 --> 00:07:39.914 It is. She's carrying that out in the streets... 00:07:40.036 --> 00:07:42.065 She must have completely lost her mind. 00:07:43.872 --> 00:07:45.625 Hello, Mrs. Lutfiye. 00:07:45.625 --> 00:07:48.796 Hello Nesrin, my dear girl. Do you have time for a visitor? 00:07:48.796 --> 00:07:50.661 Welcome, Mrs. Olcay. 00:07:50.923 --> 00:07:54.215 We haven't seen you in a while, where have you been? 00:09:01.391 --> 00:09:03.480 The ship has turned into a wreck, captain. 00:09:03.480 --> 00:09:05.521 There's a different problem every day. 00:09:05.855 --> 00:09:09.302 - What is it this time? - A boiler pipe is leaking. 00:09:09.302 --> 00:09:10.410 Constantly hissing. 00:09:11.140 --> 00:09:12.857 All roads come to an end. 00:09:13.044 --> 00:09:14.955 We'll see how far she'll carry us. 00:09:15.156 --> 00:09:17.590 This is a floating corpse, not a boat, captain. 00:09:17.590 --> 00:09:19.152 What do they expect of her? 00:09:19.681 --> 00:09:21.673 It should be scrapped for parts. 00:09:22.705 --> 00:09:24.835 A coal steamer, in this day and age... 00:09:25.104 --> 00:09:26.966 And we have to suffer through it. 00:09:27.365 --> 00:09:28.941 It's been with us for so long. 00:09:29.088 --> 00:09:30.405 They should scrap this boat 00:09:30.616 --> 00:09:32.802 and give us a shiny, diesel powered one. 00:09:33.179 --> 00:09:34.179 Right, captain? 00:09:35.014 --> 00:09:37.291 Don't be so ungrateful, sonny. 00:09:37.728 --> 00:09:38.777 She might be old now, 00:09:38.777 --> 00:09:41.762 but we've been earning our daily bread all thanks to her. 00:09:41.762 --> 00:09:45.378 That much is true, but I had to put up with the repairs these past 5 years. 00:09:45.378 --> 00:09:48.275 5 years for you, 35 years for me. 00:09:48.275 --> 00:09:50.996 I've known this boat since before you were born. 00:09:51.647 --> 00:09:53.825 She was like a young maiden back then. 00:09:53.980 --> 00:09:55.208 That was then. 00:09:55.605 --> 00:09:57.338 My father used to be a wrestler. 00:09:57.524 --> 00:09:59.405 Now, he can hardly hold his piss. 00:10:00.066 --> 00:10:00.898 Right, 00:10:00.898 --> 00:10:03.734 old age makes a fool out of everyone. 00:10:25.467 --> 00:10:27.043 Welcome, Mrs. Olcay. 00:10:27.516 --> 00:10:28.516 Hello. 00:10:28.809 --> 00:10:30.727 Half a kilo of minced meat, please. 00:10:30.727 --> 00:10:32.134 For meatballs or dolma? 00:10:32.134 --> 00:10:34.103 For dolma. Trim the fat off, please. 00:10:34.827 --> 00:10:36.624 And half a kilo of beefsteak. 00:10:37.590 --> 00:10:40.137 And, as usual, whatever you can spare for Hanim. 00:10:40.137 --> 00:10:42.306 We'll ground her some meat from leftovers. 00:10:42.306 --> 00:10:44.906 The change will do her good. She's been eating liver. 00:10:44.906 --> 00:10:48.249 And, if you have any bones, I can make a broth with bread cubes. 00:10:48.839 --> 00:10:50.213 Thank you, Mr. Halil. 00:10:51.310 --> 00:10:52.660 Come again, Mrs. Huriye. 00:11:00.002 --> 00:11:02.774 What's the matter, why is the cat in a cage? 00:11:02.895 --> 00:11:05.042 I'm looking for a place to stay for Hanim. 00:11:05.523 --> 00:11:08.538 A place that could take good care of a cat. 00:11:09.625 --> 00:11:10.918 Why can't you do it? 00:11:11.325 --> 00:11:15.000 You're not the kind of lady who'd get rid of her cat so easily, 00:11:15.292 --> 00:11:16.341 as far as I know. 00:11:18.154 --> 00:11:20.292 I didn't say I was getting rid of her. 00:11:20.545 --> 00:11:23.065 I need to find someone who can take care of her. 00:11:23.219 --> 00:11:25.179 Good luck with that, Mrs. Olcay. 00:11:25.561 --> 00:11:27.959 The neighborhood is full of stray kittens. 00:11:27.959 --> 00:11:30.365 No one bothers taking care of cats nowadays. 00:11:30.552 --> 00:11:32.226 That was all in the past. 00:12:17.495 --> 00:12:19.837 Look what I've got for you. 00:12:20.578 --> 00:12:21.993 Go on, have some. 00:12:30.181 --> 00:12:31.979 Good evening, Mrs. Olcay. 00:12:32.295 --> 00:12:34.645 Is your cat out getting some sea air? 00:12:34.938 --> 00:12:38.777 Captain Necip, I'm in no mood to laugh at your jokes. 00:12:39.761 --> 00:12:41.745 What's the matter, what troubles you? 00:12:42.191 --> 00:12:44.200 I've knocked on every door. 00:12:44.410 --> 00:12:47.502 - No one wants to take Hanim(lady) in. - What lady? 00:12:47.672 --> 00:12:50.997 Hanim. My Hanim. My cat, I mean. 00:12:52.980 --> 00:12:54.981 So, Hanim is the cat... 00:12:57.609 --> 00:12:59.575 You're looking for someone to take care of her. 00:13:00.235 --> 00:13:02.844 - Is that right? - Yes, and there's no one. 00:13:03.121 --> 00:13:05.031 Has she become a burden for you? 00:13:09.770 --> 00:13:11.447 Why are you giving her away? 00:13:15.504 --> 00:13:17.692 I should be on my way, Captain Necip. 00:13:18.131 --> 00:13:19.416 It's getting late. 00:13:21.188 --> 00:13:22.376 Farewell, ma'am. 00:13:22.879 --> 00:13:24.221 Godspeed. 00:13:25.042 --> 00:13:26.083 Goodbye. 00:14:57.030 --> 00:14:59.771 TURKISH INSTITUTE OF ONCOLOGY 00:15:16.676 --> 00:15:18.887 The ribbon did us no good. 00:15:19.976 --> 00:15:21.635 No one wanted you. 00:15:23.855 --> 00:15:24.855 I'm 00:15:25.180 --> 00:15:26.611 dying, Hanim. 00:15:31.076 --> 00:15:33.872 What'll become of you after I'm gone? 00:16:11.385 --> 00:16:14.100 INSTITUTE OF ONCOLOGY 00:16:15.393 --> 00:16:18.736 I had a feeling about the gravity of my situation, doctor. 00:16:19.704 --> 00:16:23.347 Then why, as an educated woman, did you not act earlier? 00:16:23.907 --> 00:16:25.874 Why didn't you consult a physician? 00:16:26.607 --> 00:16:28.543 I've already told you last week... 00:16:28.958 --> 00:16:30.282 It was easier for me 00:16:30.519 --> 00:16:33.772 to be in denial about my illness, I assume. 00:16:34.381 --> 00:16:35.633 That's absurd. 00:16:36.146 --> 00:16:39.674 Look, if you'd come here when the pain and bleeding first started, 00:16:39.674 --> 00:16:41.439 things could've been different. 00:16:41.635 --> 00:16:44.577 We could've removed your uterus and prevented the spread. 00:16:45.545 --> 00:16:48.000 I experienced a similar pain and bleeding 00:16:48.000 --> 00:16:49.610 after my husband passed away. 00:16:49.610 --> 00:16:51.604 I thought it'd be similar. 00:16:52.831 --> 00:16:54.230 No need to be embarrassed. 00:16:54.400 --> 00:16:56.433 Were you shy about getting examined? 00:16:56.921 --> 00:16:59.156 Yes, I guess there's that too... 00:16:59.272 --> 00:17:02.825 This could've been controlled with a local operation, 00:17:02.825 --> 00:17:06.240 but by now, it's spread to your intestines to a large extent. 00:17:06.588 --> 00:17:10.750 It will require a much more complex and time consuming operation. 00:17:11.092 --> 00:17:13.287 If the outcome will not change, 00:17:14.295 --> 00:17:17.042 maybe you don't need to put me through all that. 00:17:17.442 --> 00:17:19.637 I didn't say "the outcome will not change." 00:17:19.906 --> 00:17:22.753 - Don't lose hope in God. - And, hope in medicine? 00:17:22.996 --> 00:17:24.225 That too, of course. 00:17:24.549 --> 00:17:26.550 We'll surely do whatever we can. 00:17:26.550 --> 00:17:29.217 There's no empty room at the clinic at this period. 00:17:29.217 --> 00:17:31.658 Afterwards, I'd like for you to move here 00:17:31.658 --> 00:17:33.154 for continued observation. 00:17:35.257 --> 00:17:39.859 But Mrs. Olcay, we can't help you if you keep ignoring my counsel. 00:17:40.527 --> 00:17:42.348 I'll come when it's necessary. 00:17:43.950 --> 00:17:45.544 But I must stay at home. 00:17:45.837 --> 00:17:48.391 At least for a little while. 00:17:49.205 --> 00:17:52.766 There's some business I must take care of before I leave the house. 00:17:52.766 --> 00:17:54.215 You mean family affairs? 00:17:54.930 --> 00:17:56.255 You could say that. 00:17:57.360 --> 00:18:00.434 Are your daughter and son in law aware of your situation? 00:18:00.727 --> 00:18:03.231 No. I haven't talked about it with anyone. 00:18:03.565 --> 00:18:05.865 Everyone has enough on their plates already. 00:18:06.875 --> 00:18:10.989 What's the point in upsetting them if there's nothing that can be done. 00:18:11.228 --> 00:18:13.286 Why should they think of me as a burden, 00:18:13.286 --> 00:18:15.774 now that I've found myself in such despair. 00:18:15.774 --> 00:18:18.642 They won't say it to my face but think to themselves: 00:18:18.642 --> 00:18:21.159 "I wish she'd get on with it and die already." 00:18:21.662 --> 00:18:24.704 Just prescribe my painkillers, doctor. 00:18:25.281 --> 00:18:28.387 My worry is that I won't be able to endure the pain. 00:18:29.257 --> 00:18:30.556 That is all. 00:18:41.963 --> 00:18:44.357 I've welded the boiler pipes, 00:18:44.357 --> 00:18:46.870 but something else might break at any moment. 00:18:47.517 --> 00:18:50.691 She's grown old and useless, just like us. 00:18:51.252 --> 00:18:54.759 All the metal parts are corroded. It can't be helped. 00:18:55.458 --> 00:18:56.874 It's telling you: 00:18:56.964 --> 00:19:00.317 "That's it for me captain. I can't do this anymore." 00:19:05.983 --> 00:19:08.197 How much longer will she last, you think? 00:19:08.298 --> 00:19:10.663 It's good for the next few days. 00:19:10.663 --> 00:19:12.282 After that, I can't say. 00:19:22.531 --> 00:19:23.531 Hanim... 00:19:29.898 --> 00:19:32.722 It's me. Were you waiting for me? 00:19:36.348 --> 00:19:37.348 Here. 00:19:38.245 --> 00:19:39.791 Come over here. 00:19:39.977 --> 00:19:41.678 You must be hungry. 00:19:48.471 --> 00:19:49.944 Here you go. 00:20:34.541 --> 00:20:35.541 Hello? 00:20:35.779 --> 00:20:37.382 Zehra, is that you my girl? 00:20:37.692 --> 00:20:38.791 Is Ulku there? 00:20:39.286 --> 00:20:40.629 She's there? 00:20:41.826 --> 00:20:43.038 I'm her mother. 00:20:43.679 --> 00:20:44.679 Yes. 00:20:47.946 --> 00:20:49.980 Darling? Is that you? 00:20:50.410 --> 00:20:52.974 How are you? How is your son? Your husband? 00:20:53.458 --> 00:20:55.778 You're doing fine. Thank God... 00:20:56.869 --> 00:20:57.869 No. 00:20:58.016 --> 00:20:59.358 I had no urgent news. 00:21:00.041 --> 00:21:01.041 I just wanted 00:21:01.204 --> 00:21:03.808 to ask how you were doing. 00:21:05.598 --> 00:21:06.598 Sure. 00:21:06.690 --> 00:21:07.894 You must be busy. 00:21:09.209 --> 00:21:11.517 I understand. You were headed outside... 00:21:11.517 --> 00:21:13.367 I'll keep it short. 00:21:26.219 --> 00:21:27.219 Alright. 00:21:28.422 --> 00:21:29.422 Goodbye. 00:21:29.829 --> 00:21:31.051 Best wishes. 00:22:21.909 --> 00:22:22.909 It's so odd... 00:22:23.724 --> 00:22:25.271 You haven't changed at all. 00:22:26.915 --> 00:22:29.348 For me, you've always stayed the same. 00:22:46.245 --> 00:22:49.313 Canan, welcome my dear. 00:22:49.426 --> 00:22:53.943 - We have a lesson today. - Of course, I'd been waiting for you. 00:22:54.984 --> 00:22:56.547 I can manage, thanks. 00:22:57.355 --> 00:23:00.825 Let's prepare some tea, then we can get to work. 00:23:07.152 --> 00:23:09.056 Hanim, you're here as well! 00:23:09.268 --> 00:23:11.432 Come here and give me a hug. 00:23:13.027 --> 00:23:16.690 - Look, she's loving it. - She never objects to being cuddled. 00:23:16.974 --> 00:23:19.538 I wish I had a cat like Hanim. 00:23:20.693 --> 00:23:22.434 Would you take good care of her? 00:23:22.434 --> 00:23:25.788 And how! She'd need for nothing. 00:23:26.248 --> 00:23:27.248 If you wanted, 00:23:27.819 --> 00:23:30.075 you could have a cat like Hanim. 00:23:30.243 --> 00:23:32.489 I'd want that. If you only knew... 00:23:33.173 --> 00:23:34.370 - But... - But? 00:23:34.882 --> 00:23:38.219 I could never convince my mother to get a cat. 00:23:38.519 --> 00:23:41.627 - Doesn't your mom like cats? - "Not in the house," she says. 00:23:41.627 --> 00:23:44.466 My dad wants a cat, too. But not my mom. 00:23:44.466 --> 00:23:47.568 "As if it wasn't enough that I have to deal with the kids, 00:23:47.568 --> 00:23:50.472 "I'll have to take care of a cat as well!" she complains. 00:23:50.472 --> 00:23:51.596 She doesn't let us. 00:24:09.198 --> 00:24:12.958 - Did you practice "Inci's Book"? - I did, and I enjoyed it very much. 00:24:13.280 --> 00:24:16.332 If you can perform it well enough, 00:24:16.332 --> 00:24:19.367 we can also practice some of Adnan Saygun's other works. 00:24:19.856 --> 00:24:20.898 I'd like that. 00:24:20.898 --> 00:24:25.007 But my mom doesn't like the works of Turkish composers. 00:24:26.324 --> 00:24:27.773 Is that so? Why? 00:24:28.074 --> 00:24:30.117 She says she doesn't like the melodies. 00:24:30.117 --> 00:24:32.581 She wants me to only play Chopin and Beethoven. 00:24:32.581 --> 00:24:35.244 - And your dad? - He likes "alaturca" music. 00:24:35.244 --> 00:24:38.091 They can never agree on anything when it comes to music. 00:24:38.091 --> 00:24:40.596 If one of them likes something, then the other one doesn't. 00:24:40.596 --> 00:24:42.504 I think, "Inci's Book" is beautiful. 00:24:42.627 --> 00:24:46.428 I always thought of Hanim during the "Playful Kitten" piece. 00:24:53.761 --> 00:24:56.700 Play this piece again for me, from the beginning. 00:25:19.110 --> 00:25:20.298 What's wrong? 00:25:21.576 --> 00:25:23.440 - My God... - Ma'am, what's wrong? 00:25:24.595 --> 00:25:26.393 - Would you like some water? - No. 00:25:26.393 --> 00:25:27.468 Shall we call a doctor? 00:25:27.672 --> 00:25:29.275 Ma'am, I'm getting worried! 00:25:29.632 --> 00:25:32.123 There's nothing to worry about. I'm fine now. 00:25:34.051 --> 00:25:36.695 I suddenly felt a sharp pain. It was nothing. 00:25:36.695 --> 00:25:39.969 Do you have any medicine? I'll get them for you. 00:25:40.945 --> 00:25:41.995 I can get them. 00:25:42.249 --> 00:25:43.249 Go on. 00:25:43.681 --> 00:25:45.308 You keep playing. 00:25:45.528 --> 00:25:47.018 Sit down. 00:25:47.742 --> 00:25:49.297 I'll be listening to you. 00:26:37.084 --> 00:26:39.615 Maybe we should have cut the lesson short today. 00:26:39.615 --> 00:26:41.488 I'm sorry you're not feeling well. 00:26:41.626 --> 00:26:43.058 Don't worry, I'm alright. 00:26:43.246 --> 00:26:45.313 It has passed now, whatever it was. 00:26:45.614 --> 00:26:49.202 - Goodbye ma'am. Thanks for the tea. - Thank you, dear. 00:26:49.202 --> 00:26:52.034 Keep practicing. I'll see you on Thursday. 00:31:17.418 --> 00:31:19.957 Death walks in this house, Hanim. 00:31:20.958 --> 00:31:22.708 It's here to take me away. 00:31:23.354 --> 00:31:24.957 But, for whatever reason, 00:31:25.430 --> 00:31:27.050 not today... 00:32:03.157 --> 00:32:05.190 [Armenian] Akh, ter Astvats! 00:32:05.190 --> 00:32:07.811 - I can't believe my eyes! - Hello. 00:32:07.811 --> 00:32:09.326 Hello, Mrs. Siranus. 00:32:09.326 --> 00:32:11.939 And hello to you, too. Please come in. 00:32:12.134 --> 00:32:15.870 I'm so happy to see you! How shall we celebrate 00:32:15.870 --> 00:32:19.265 this joyous occasion! What shall we do! 00:32:26.095 --> 00:32:27.853 Please, have a seat. 00:32:29.448 --> 00:32:32.882 - How are you, Mrs. Siranus? - I'm alright, thankfully. 00:32:33.972 --> 00:32:36.608 Make yourself comfortable. How are you? 00:32:37.391 --> 00:32:38.725 You look tired... 00:32:39.277 --> 00:32:40.726 A bit sickly, perhaps? 00:32:41.070 --> 00:32:43.788 Not at all. I'm still standing, thankfully. 00:32:44.113 --> 00:32:45.154 It's just old age. 00:32:45.307 --> 00:32:48.945 What about yourself, Mrs. Siranus? Any news from your son? 00:32:49.051 --> 00:32:50.174 I do get news. 00:32:50.272 --> 00:32:54.129 Old, distant, and vague news... 00:32:54.967 --> 00:32:57.189 He's settled down in San Francisco. 00:32:57.189 --> 00:33:00.029 He became a partner in a small deli business there. 00:33:01.129 --> 00:33:04.254 Perhaps he's even married by now, I don't know. 00:33:05.164 --> 00:33:08.736 It's as if I never gave birth to a child named Bedros. 00:33:08.736 --> 00:33:12.847 As if he never lived in Istanbul, he's a complete stranger to this place... 00:33:13.034 --> 00:33:16.957 His voice, his smell, his face... They all feel distant. 00:33:17.258 --> 00:33:18.813 Everything feels distant. 00:33:18.919 --> 00:33:21.946 But what about your cats? You have your cats. 00:33:22.176 --> 00:33:23.258 Let it be. 00:33:23.845 --> 00:33:26.327 If Bedros feels distant to you, 00:33:26.611 --> 00:33:29.980 it makes no difference if he's in Istanbul or San Francisco. 00:33:30.079 --> 00:33:33.343 Maybe you're right. It is as God wills it to be... 00:33:33.343 --> 00:33:36.656 Anyway, what would you have? Tea? Coffee? 00:33:36.656 --> 00:33:38.243 Please, don't trouble yourself. 00:33:38.681 --> 00:33:41.253 That won't do, my dear friend! 00:33:41.383 --> 00:33:44.150 If you're not put off by all my cats, 00:33:44.402 --> 00:33:47.430 I've brewed some tea, we'll drink it together. 00:33:47.953 --> 00:33:51.127 You've come all the way here, I won't let you go so easily. 00:33:51.292 --> 00:33:53.994 Who cares for cats the way that we do, nowadays? 00:34:26.944 --> 00:34:28.433 Move, let me pass. 00:34:28.964 --> 00:34:32.243 There's no humanity in this world anymore, my friend. 00:34:32.981 --> 00:34:35.234 I'm the owner of every corner of this flat. 00:34:35.234 --> 00:34:37.093 We're not doing anyone any harm. 00:34:37.198 --> 00:34:39.680 And yet, people gossip and look for any excuse 00:34:39.859 --> 00:34:41.576 to have a go at each other. 00:34:41.698 --> 00:34:44.775 Everyone has an issue with "Siranus' cats." 00:34:44.775 --> 00:34:48.348 They call the cops, write letters of complaint to the city hall... 00:34:48.482 --> 00:34:50.167 The police was at my door. 00:34:50.347 --> 00:34:52.089 I'm terrified of the police! 00:34:52.202 --> 00:34:54.024 "How many cats are here?" they ask. 00:34:54.024 --> 00:34:55.921 "How do you feed them?" they ask. 00:34:56.107 --> 00:34:57.867 "Where do you find them?" they ask. 00:34:59.122 --> 00:35:00.456 But the worst of them is 00:35:00.603 --> 00:35:03.053 this kid in our street... 00:35:03.305 --> 00:35:05.014 He's twelve years old. 00:35:05.754 --> 00:35:07.919 He's an absolute menace. 00:35:09.214 --> 00:35:10.752 He strangles the cats! 00:35:11.167 --> 00:35:15.097 The other kids of our street started calling him "Cengiz the nutter." 00:35:15.382 --> 00:35:16.985 And he is actually mad! 00:35:17.899 --> 00:35:21.577 When he finds a cat, he breaks their legs, cuts their tails... 00:35:21.577 --> 00:35:24.076 He hits my cats, too! 00:35:24.924 --> 00:35:29.294 "Siranus, you're a maniac!" he yells after me. It's a disaster, 00:35:29.294 --> 00:35:30.700 and no one knows of it! 00:35:31.142 --> 00:35:33.233 Please, drink your tea. 00:35:33.502 --> 00:35:36.867 I'm sorry, I keep going on and on about my troubles. 00:35:37.039 --> 00:35:41.457 - Don't mind me, drink your tea. - Thank you so much, Mrs. Siranus. 00:35:41.752 --> 00:35:45.080 Please, sit down, I wanted your advice on something. 00:35:49.486 --> 00:35:50.569 What's the matter? 00:35:50.741 --> 00:35:51.741 Please, go on. 00:35:52.890 --> 00:35:55.158 I'll soon have to go on a long journey. 00:35:55.729 --> 00:35:57.153 Godspeed. 00:35:58.261 --> 00:36:02.644 I think I'll be going to Egypt, we still have property there, as you know. 00:36:03.024 --> 00:36:06.158 One needs material possessions too, at the end of the day. 00:36:06.877 --> 00:36:08.489 I'm thinking of Hanim. 00:36:09.781 --> 00:36:11.360 Who will I leave her with? 00:36:13.110 --> 00:36:16.723 If I were to pay for all her expenses to you, 00:36:17.404 --> 00:36:18.825 would you take care of her? 00:36:18.978 --> 00:36:21.004 Is that what's been bothering you? 00:36:21.119 --> 00:36:23.495 You're too kind, my dear friend. 00:36:23.495 --> 00:36:25.114 Of course I would! 00:36:25.325 --> 00:36:27.221 Siranus has cats aplenty! 00:36:27.221 --> 00:36:29.950 One more, one less—makes no difference! 00:36:30.036 --> 00:36:32.884 She was around ten days old when I got her from you. 00:36:33.073 --> 00:36:35.658 Her mother had died in a traffic accident. 00:36:37.572 --> 00:36:39.435 She left four kittens behind. 00:36:39.558 --> 00:36:41.040 You got one of them. 00:36:41.395 --> 00:36:42.991 The other three... 00:36:43.538 --> 00:36:47.794 I fed them myself, giving them milk with an eyedropper. 00:36:48.648 --> 00:36:50.789 Peri still lives with me. 00:36:52.334 --> 00:36:55.752 But... There's just one thing... 00:36:55.752 --> 00:36:57.664 I'm not sure how to put it... 00:36:57.786 --> 00:37:02.108 Your Hanim is accustomed to living alone, like a princess. 00:37:04.443 --> 00:37:06.209 I can't help but ask myself: 00:37:06.209 --> 00:37:08.825 "Wouldn't she be unhappy among this crowd?" 00:37:08.825 --> 00:37:10.309 But there's no other way. 00:37:10.309 --> 00:37:12.230 I can't leave her out in the streets. 00:37:12.230 --> 00:37:13.807 Please, don't worry. 00:37:13.807 --> 00:37:16.457 Of course I'll take her in. How could I not! 00:37:16.457 --> 00:37:19.038 That's how most of these cats ended up with me. 00:37:19.038 --> 00:37:22.741 They bring them to me saying, "Please, Siranus, look after my cat..." 00:37:23.000 --> 00:37:25.206 "I'll call you as soon as I get back!" 00:37:25.444 --> 00:37:27.477 "Please, Siranus, my kid is sick 00:37:27.477 --> 00:37:30.529 "and my husband is on edge. Wait till my kid gets better 00:37:30.529 --> 00:37:32.352 "and my husband has calmed down..." 00:37:34.470 --> 00:37:35.894 The things I've seen... 00:37:36.123 --> 00:37:38.646 In the end, no one ever calls again. 00:37:39.427 --> 00:37:42.471 They abandon them, forget them, and move on... 00:37:43.878 --> 00:37:45.515 Look, that's Tabby. 00:37:45.848 --> 00:37:47.297 That's Huysuz Virjin. 00:37:48.764 --> 00:37:50.302 And there's Samur. 00:37:50.847 --> 00:37:52.824 They're the forgotten ones. 00:37:52.824 --> 00:37:55.640 There's no fidelity in this world anymore. 00:37:55.852 --> 00:37:57.406 But you're different. 00:37:57.731 --> 00:38:01.663 I know that as soon as you get back, you'll come here to fetch Hanim. 00:38:01.922 --> 00:38:02.922 The expenses... 00:38:03.110 --> 00:38:04.998 What do you mean, "expenses." 00:38:05.120 --> 00:38:08.325 You think I could ever forget all that you've done for me? 00:38:08.814 --> 00:38:10.531 This might be a long journey. 00:38:11.289 --> 00:38:12.367 Perhaps, even... 00:38:13.111 --> 00:38:16.417 You go ahead and sort out your affairs. 00:38:16.417 --> 00:38:17.816 Then we'll meet again. 00:38:17.816 --> 00:38:20.873 Then, you can do more than just buy liver for the cats. 00:38:20.873 --> 00:38:24.278 These poor creatures need a proper animal shelter. 00:39:17.945 --> 00:39:20.581 Have you heard what Yesim did the other day? 00:39:20.581 --> 00:39:22.974 This guy asked her for a dance and she said no 00:39:22.974 --> 00:39:24.586 ...the guy was so embarrassed! 00:39:24.586 --> 00:39:28.882 - You coming to the disco this Friday? - Not sure. If I can sort things out. 00:39:28.882 --> 00:39:31.936 - You mean your folks? - Nah, who cares about them. 00:39:31.936 --> 00:39:34.185 It's Oktay. He's giving me a headache. 00:39:34.673 --> 00:39:38.611 - How long have you guys been together? - Too long, over two months. 00:39:38.611 --> 00:39:41.318 He starts a fight whenever I dance with someone. 00:39:41.318 --> 00:39:44.285 - As if I'm his private property! - That's so silly. 00:40:57.155 --> 00:40:58.457 Hanim, darling. 00:40:58.726 --> 00:41:01.533 Let me gather myself, and I'll feed you right away. 00:41:03.616 --> 00:41:05.007 Here you are. 00:41:06.538 --> 00:41:07.538 Here. 00:41:12.947 --> 00:41:14.868 Here's your water. 00:42:36.544 --> 00:42:37.764 Who's there? 00:42:45.272 --> 00:42:46.882 Don't be afraid. It's me. 00:42:59.495 --> 00:43:00.870 My God! 00:43:01.571 --> 00:43:02.963 What is it, Olcay? 00:43:03.155 --> 00:43:05.034 What's causing you so much suffering? 00:43:05.189 --> 00:43:06.189 Kemal? 00:43:07.077 --> 00:43:08.077 You... 00:43:09.055 --> 00:43:11.533 How can it be? You're here... 00:43:11.710 --> 00:43:13.159 I've come to see you. 00:43:13.460 --> 00:43:15.015 I know that you need me. 00:43:15.894 --> 00:43:17.806 I desperately need you. 00:43:20.543 --> 00:43:22.439 But what can you do for me? 00:43:22.797 --> 00:43:24.058 I'll talk to you, 00:43:24.392 --> 00:43:25.540 I'll listen to you. 00:43:26.231 --> 00:43:27.908 You must tell me everything. 00:43:28.446 --> 00:43:30.081 I'm really sick, Kemal. 00:43:30.633 --> 00:43:31.633 What is it? 00:43:32.261 --> 00:43:33.261 Cancer. 00:43:35.800 --> 00:43:37.004 It's in my womb. 00:43:37.592 --> 00:43:40.090 But it's spread all inside me, it seems. 00:43:41.001 --> 00:43:42.230 I'm done for. 00:43:42.846 --> 00:43:45.328 There's no escape, as far as I can tell. 00:43:45.328 --> 00:43:46.923 No one can know that. 00:43:47.175 --> 00:43:48.509 Who takes care of you? 00:43:48.754 --> 00:43:49.754 Who? 00:43:50.188 --> 00:43:51.530 There is no one. 00:43:51.985 --> 00:43:53.394 No one knows. 00:43:54.183 --> 00:43:55.770 I've told no one. 00:43:56.201 --> 00:43:57.967 Ulku. Our daughter. 00:43:58.308 --> 00:43:59.350 Where's she now? 00:44:00.180 --> 00:44:01.530 When we parted ways 00:44:01.946 --> 00:44:03.110 for the last time, 00:44:03.753 --> 00:44:05.600 she was two years old. 00:44:06.527 --> 00:44:07.691 She's married now. 00:44:08.359 --> 00:44:10.035 We have a grandson. 00:44:11.904 --> 00:44:15.705 Doesn't Ulku call you? Why have you grown apart? 00:44:17.696 --> 00:44:18.696 Ulku... 00:44:18.999 --> 00:44:20.391 She's always busy. 00:44:20.626 --> 00:44:23.141 She has no time to care for me. 00:44:23.393 --> 00:44:26.469 You should've talked to her. She's your daughter. 00:44:26.663 --> 00:44:29.510 She should've looked after you during your sickness. 00:44:29.510 --> 00:44:31.634 She would have, if I asked her. 00:44:32.134 --> 00:44:34.747 But I didn't want her to know that I'm dying. 00:44:34.878 --> 00:44:36.563 Solitude is not the answer. 00:44:36.840 --> 00:44:39.036 Solitude isn't an issue, now. 00:44:39.305 --> 00:44:41.779 You're here. That's enough for me. 00:44:42.178 --> 00:44:44.082 I'll visit you often from now on. 00:44:45.076 --> 00:44:46.476 I'd love that. 00:44:50.602 --> 00:44:53.841 But I look miserable, you mustn't see me like this. 00:44:56.639 --> 00:44:58.917 I must take better care of myself. 00:45:26.021 --> 00:45:28.764 So you're saying that it's final, Master Ragip... 00:45:28.902 --> 00:45:30.896 Unfortunately, yes, Captain Necip. 00:45:31.000 --> 00:45:33.140 The order has come from port authority. 00:45:33.140 --> 00:45:36.739 The technical board's report says that your ship is to be scrapped. 00:45:38.748 --> 00:45:39.748 So, 00:45:40.058 --> 00:45:41.100 what now? 00:45:42.831 --> 00:45:45.760 Following the instructions, the ship is to be delivered 00:45:45.760 --> 00:45:47.974 to the directorate at the Halic Dockyard. 00:45:48.349 --> 00:45:50.214 Your responsibility ends there. 00:45:50.849 --> 00:45:53.607 The rest is up to the ship-breakers. 00:45:54.736 --> 00:45:56.535 I'm sorry, would you like one? 00:45:56.667 --> 00:45:59.661 No problem, I've stopped using that poison. 00:46:01.566 --> 00:46:03.275 Master Ragip, 00:46:03.396 --> 00:46:05.374 this whole business has upset me. 00:46:06.497 --> 00:46:09.451 As long as a ship is afloat, it's good for sailing... 00:46:10.266 --> 00:46:11.788 I look at this ship, 00:46:11.945 --> 00:46:15.665 and it pains me to think that they'll soon tear her apart. 00:46:15.958 --> 00:46:18.652 So what if she leaks all over the place... 00:46:18.880 --> 00:46:21.045 Was there no other solution? 00:46:22.210 --> 00:46:25.254 The corrosion is similar to cancer, Captain Necip. 00:46:25.522 --> 00:46:27.874 It means the end of life. 00:46:28.314 --> 00:46:30.478 This ship has had its fill of life. 00:48:12.821 --> 00:48:16.001 Hello, Mrs. Olcay. What brings you here? 00:48:16.001 --> 00:48:17.713 I'm watching the ships. 00:48:18.061 --> 00:48:21.072 Every now and then I come here to watch the ships go by. 00:48:21.208 --> 00:48:23.804 This port is like a ship hospital for us. 00:48:23.884 --> 00:48:26.238 Some ships get better and get back to service; 00:48:26.238 --> 00:48:29.483 however, for some, the situation is hopeless—like our friend here. 00:48:31.052 --> 00:48:32.993 What's hopeless about it? 00:48:34.392 --> 00:48:37.676 Our steamboat is all corroded and done for, they say. 00:48:39.426 --> 00:48:41.135 What will become of her? 00:48:41.858 --> 00:48:44.395 We got word, she's going to the ship graveyard. 00:48:44.395 --> 00:48:47.326 - You see, this will be her last voyage. - Oh, no. 00:48:48.629 --> 00:48:51.722 You can come on board if you'd like to join this last trip. 00:48:52.194 --> 00:48:54.806 You'll have a nice tour of the Bosphorus. 00:48:55.368 --> 00:48:57.451 Well, if you say so. 00:49:00.519 --> 00:49:03.432 Let's see what a "final voyage" looks like. 00:49:35.893 --> 00:49:39.197 I hadn't seen the Bosphorus from the sea for such a long time. 00:49:39.336 --> 00:49:42.918 This feels like the end of one world and the start of another. 00:49:43.030 --> 00:49:45.381 Those wooden mansions on the shoreline 00:49:45.381 --> 00:49:48.010 have all disappeared, with the people inside them. 00:49:48.010 --> 00:49:49.378 You're right, Mrs. Olcay. 00:49:49.378 --> 00:49:51.392 Humanity is disappearing, I think. 00:49:52.154 --> 00:49:54.051 I'm not an educated man. 00:49:54.295 --> 00:49:56.340 I don't know many flashy words. 00:49:57.159 --> 00:49:58.814 It's humanity that's disappearing... 00:49:59.780 --> 00:50:01.172 Being a gentleman, I mean. 00:50:02.246 --> 00:50:04.808 What good's a mansion if you can't act like a man? 00:50:04.901 --> 00:50:06.772 I understand, Captain Necip. 00:50:07.147 --> 00:50:08.596 I understand very well. 00:50:09.348 --> 00:50:11.329 That's also why this boat here 00:50:11.815 --> 00:50:13.174 has finally given up. 00:50:13.808 --> 00:50:17.674 This poor steamboat belongs to "the age of the gentleman." 00:50:18.219 --> 00:50:21.393 She tugged all those massive ships at the harbor. 00:50:21.625 --> 00:50:23.236 It was heavy burden. 00:50:23.554 --> 00:50:26.613 But it did it like a man. 00:50:27.095 --> 00:50:29.902 All the boats nowadays are pleasure vessels. 00:50:29.902 --> 00:50:31.945 They're sort of like prostitutes... 00:50:31.945 --> 00:50:33.333 pardon my language. 00:50:33.880 --> 00:50:35.541 They serve to please. 00:50:37.418 --> 00:50:39.665 All those motorboats, you know... 00:50:40.457 --> 00:50:44.192 Things being what they are, this gentle boat finally caved and said: 00:50:44.436 --> 00:50:46.324 "I'm not getting involved in this. 00:50:46.667 --> 00:50:49.930 "Get off my back. This world is not for me." 00:50:50.248 --> 00:50:52.950 Don't look down on this tugboat, Mrs. Olcay. 00:50:52.950 --> 00:50:55.669 This city owes a lot to this poor little boat. 00:50:55.997 --> 00:50:57.667 It did it all like a gentleman. 00:51:03.101 --> 00:51:04.916 You know, Captain Necip, 00:51:05.068 --> 00:51:08.571 whenever I'd see this little boat from far away, 00:51:09.072 --> 00:51:11.576 it'd remind me of days gone by. 00:51:14.147 --> 00:51:17.180 The old ships of the Bosphorus with their long funnels... 00:51:17.180 --> 00:51:18.468 Oh, how I loved them. 00:51:18.957 --> 00:51:21.585 There were those ferries of the city line 00:51:21.585 --> 00:51:24.466 with big, black numbers on their yellow chimneys. 00:51:24.586 --> 00:51:25.820 You remember them? 00:51:26.056 --> 00:51:28.985 Mrs. Olcay, how could I possibly forget them. 00:51:29.540 --> 00:51:32.054 They were the icons of the Bosphorus. 00:51:32.244 --> 00:51:33.667 Those were the days. 00:51:33.667 --> 00:51:36.709 Number 68 was Guzelhisar; Number 65, Sarayburnu... 00:51:36.921 --> 00:51:40.119 "Halas, the old man" was number 71. 00:51:41.166 --> 00:51:42.346 Would you like one? 00:51:42.842 --> 00:51:45.397 Thank you, Captain Necip. I don't smoke. 00:51:47.570 --> 00:51:48.864 They're all gone, now. 00:51:50.103 --> 00:51:51.445 Why would this one stay? 00:52:17.361 --> 00:52:21.471 As a young girl, I always dreamed of marrying a ship captain. 00:52:21.574 --> 00:52:23.714 But not one who sails to the far off seas. 00:52:23.714 --> 00:52:25.885 More like a captain of one of those ferries. 00:52:25.885 --> 00:52:29.883 Why, thank you Mrs. Olcay, on behalf of all of us sea captains. 00:52:30.371 --> 00:52:32.942 And I did actually end up marrying a captain. 00:52:33.227 --> 00:52:34.227 But... 00:52:36.905 --> 00:52:41.226 Lieutenant Kemal, I know. He died at the Dumlupinar disaster (naval accident). 00:52:41.436 --> 00:52:43.813 We remember him dearly. 00:52:44.795 --> 00:52:50.048 For us sailors, Lieutenant Kemal's memory is venerated. 00:53:08.905 --> 00:53:12.641 So, captain, what will you do after you get off this steamboat? 00:53:13.275 --> 00:53:14.464 I couldn't say. 00:53:15.146 --> 00:53:17.897 Maybe I'll work on a different ship for a while. 00:53:19.108 --> 00:53:22.339 Maybe they'll give me another job at the dockyard. 00:53:23.495 --> 00:53:27.986 But this will also mark the end for "Captain Necip", I imagine. 00:54:05.617 --> 00:54:08.701 Here we are, our final destination. 00:54:26.623 --> 00:54:27.754 That's it, then. 00:54:27.876 --> 00:54:30.431 The story of this boat ends here. 00:54:33.872 --> 00:54:38.378 "Excursions in the City Where Nothing Remains but Memories." 00:54:38.625 --> 00:54:40.696 This will be our subject for this week. 00:54:40.696 --> 00:54:43.619 One of Cemal Resit Rey's works that I like very much. 00:54:43.619 --> 00:54:44.756 Then I'll like it too. 00:54:44.756 --> 00:54:47.116 It might be a bit difficult in the beginning. 00:54:47.116 --> 00:54:50.399 The work appears to be dark and impenetrable in character. 00:54:50.399 --> 00:54:53.231 I'm sure you'll help me understand. 00:54:53.742 --> 00:54:55.654 In this work, Cemal Resit Rey 00:54:56.338 --> 00:54:58.648 expresses himself in the face of an Istanbul 00:54:58.648 --> 00:55:00.602 that he feels is disappearing, 00:55:00.944 --> 00:55:03.741 by making use of visual symbols 00:55:03.839 --> 00:55:05.295 and through certain sounds. 00:55:05.834 --> 00:55:07.061 It's a difficult piece. 00:55:07.061 --> 00:55:09.333 - Shall we start? - Let's start, dear. 00:55:09.653 --> 00:55:11.833 The first piece: "The Graveyard." 00:55:12.426 --> 00:55:13.542 Graveyard? 00:55:35.255 --> 00:55:36.785 Shall I get the door? 00:55:37.656 --> 00:55:40.269 No, dear, you keep practicing. I'll see who it is. 00:55:44.424 --> 00:55:45.424 Ulku. 00:55:47.199 --> 00:55:48.199 Welcome. 00:55:48.582 --> 00:55:50.463 Don't look so surprised, mom. 00:55:50.958 --> 00:55:52.578 I'm just happy, that's all. 00:55:54.816 --> 00:55:56.704 Happy that you remembered me... 00:55:57.086 --> 00:55:59.983 Canan is inside. I was tutoring her. 00:56:01.145 --> 00:56:02.682 Let's go to the living room. 00:56:11.458 --> 00:56:14.005 My daughter is here, Canan. We're in the next room. 00:56:14.005 --> 00:56:17.716 - We can take a break, if you'd like. - No, you keep practicing. 00:56:17.716 --> 00:56:19.783 - I'll check up on you. - Alright, ma'am. 00:56:26.276 --> 00:56:29.395 Haven't you grown tired of these piano lessons after all these years? 00:56:31.308 --> 00:56:32.521 No, why would I? 00:56:32.976 --> 00:56:35.117 My job is to teach the piano. 00:56:36.041 --> 00:56:38.564 Canan is the only student that I have left. 00:56:38.914 --> 00:56:40.980 She's a close companion for me. 00:56:41.764 --> 00:56:44.165 There's at least someone who knocks on my door. 00:56:44.588 --> 00:56:46.280 Was that a jab at me? 00:56:46.750 --> 00:56:48.150 Not at all. 00:56:48.665 --> 00:56:51.382 Everyone has enough on their plates already, I know. 00:56:53.117 --> 00:56:54.882 Where's Selcuk? 00:56:56.119 --> 00:56:57.698 I've missed my grandson. 00:56:58.317 --> 00:56:59.643 He's with his father, 00:56:59.643 --> 00:57:00.669 not with me. 00:57:01.684 --> 00:57:02.807 With his father? 00:57:03.458 --> 00:57:04.292 Why? 00:57:04.292 --> 00:57:06.953 - We've been living separately with Agah. - Did you quarrel? 00:57:06.953 --> 00:57:09.045 No, we just decided to get a divorce. 00:57:09.045 --> 00:57:11.911 Divorce? You make it sound so easy. 00:57:13.918 --> 00:57:17.076 It wasn't easy. I mean, it wasn't easy for Agah to accept. 00:57:17.076 --> 00:57:18.630 But he came to his senses. 00:57:18.630 --> 00:57:20.869 It's for the best. It wasn't working. 00:57:21.200 --> 00:57:23.299 But why is Selcuk with his father 00:57:24.259 --> 00:57:25.895 and not with you? 00:57:26.358 --> 00:57:28.702 For a couple of reasons. 00:57:29.134 --> 00:57:31.543 I'm at work. I can't look after him all day. 00:57:34.435 --> 00:57:37.869 You can't look after him. You can hardly look after yourself. 00:57:37.869 --> 00:57:39.464 But his father's mother can. 00:57:40.107 --> 00:57:41.450 At least for a while. 00:57:41.865 --> 00:57:43.801 - Then, there's... - Yes? 00:57:45.188 --> 00:57:47.215 There's another man in my life, mother. 00:57:48.336 --> 00:57:50.396 I've wanted to talk to you about him. 00:57:50.624 --> 00:57:52.984 Another man? How can it be? 00:57:52.984 --> 00:57:54.596 Does your husband know? 00:57:55.483 --> 00:57:56.483 He does. 00:57:56.876 --> 00:57:57.876 Who is he? 00:57:58.771 --> 00:57:59.958 Someone I know? 00:58:00.928 --> 00:58:03.556 I don't think so. Ender is a musician. 00:58:04.430 --> 00:58:07.050 But it's not the type of music that you'd enjoy. 00:58:07.286 --> 00:58:08.394 He's into pop. 00:58:09.143 --> 00:58:11.022 You mean, entertainment music. 00:58:11.485 --> 00:58:14.667 Your understanding of art doesn't mean much to the youth of today. 00:58:14.667 --> 00:58:15.694 Ma'am. 00:58:16.383 --> 00:58:18.092 Is it alright if I leave? 00:58:19.409 --> 00:58:20.451 Wait here. 00:58:22.841 --> 00:58:26.999 If it's alright, may I take the sheets with me? I'd like to practice at home. 00:58:26.999 --> 00:58:28.970 Of course, my dear. 00:58:49.316 --> 00:58:51.165 I'm sorry our lesson got interrupted today, Canan. 00:58:51.165 --> 00:58:52.735 We'll make up for it next week. 00:59:12.800 --> 00:59:14.769 I'm surprised by what you've told me, 00:59:15.493 --> 00:59:16.493 and saddened. 00:59:17.698 --> 00:59:20.376 Especially for Selcuk... what'll happen to him? 00:59:21.522 --> 00:59:24.581 He's not the first kid whose parents are getting a divorce. 00:59:25.010 --> 00:59:27.932 After we get things sorted out, he'll go to a boarding school. 00:59:28.147 --> 00:59:30.189 Couldn't you take care of your own son? 00:59:30.856 --> 00:59:31.919 It'd be difficult. 00:59:32.435 --> 00:59:34.022 I have to be at work. 00:59:34.583 --> 00:59:37.007 We're planning on opening a boutique with Ender. 00:59:37.115 --> 00:59:39.116 We'll need your help as well. 00:59:39.556 --> 00:59:41.444 Of course, I'll do what I can. 00:59:41.871 --> 00:59:44.100 Your happiness gives me peace. 00:59:44.579 --> 00:59:47.216 - Could you support us? - How do you mean? 00:59:47.216 --> 00:59:49.468 We don't have enough money for the down payment. 00:59:49.468 --> 00:59:50.698 We have none, actually. 00:59:50.831 --> 00:59:53.768 I probably won't be getting an alimony from Agah, either. 00:59:53.904 --> 00:59:57.623 I don't have any money saved up to help you with. 00:59:57.830 --> 01:00:01.280 I was thinking about you too when we were planning this business. 01:00:01.531 --> 01:00:05.544 You will no longer have to live on your pension, giving piano lessons. 01:00:06.023 --> 01:00:09.246 The house is falling apart. Everything is covered in cat fur. 01:00:09.246 --> 01:00:11.428 This is all I can manage by myself. 01:00:11.807 --> 01:00:12.939 Let's sell this house. 01:00:13.346 --> 01:00:15.680 With that money you could live comfortably 01:00:15.680 --> 01:00:17.667 and become a partner in our venture. 01:00:17.667 --> 01:00:18.999 You'd have a steady income. 01:00:19.252 --> 01:00:21.442 No. Don't ask this of me. 01:00:21.610 --> 01:00:22.824 I can't sell this house 01:00:22.824 --> 01:00:25.315 and change my arrangements after all this time. 01:00:25.753 --> 01:00:27.759 I have no complaints about the way I live. 01:00:28.090 --> 01:00:29.790 I knew you'd say that. 01:00:29.969 --> 01:00:32.590 Ender talked me into asking you. 01:00:33.194 --> 01:00:35.815 We've never seen eye to eye on anything. 01:00:36.252 --> 01:00:39.263 Whenever we talk, all you ever say is "me! me!" 01:00:39.986 --> 01:00:42.721 You always want to have things your way! 01:00:44.322 --> 01:00:46.649 Have you ever done what I asked, for once? 01:00:46.821 --> 01:00:49.677 If what you're asking is wrong, why would I do it? 01:00:50.167 --> 01:00:52.640 Same old story. "I'm right, and you're wrong." 01:00:52.788 --> 01:00:55.001 Who decides what's right or wrong? 01:00:56.986 --> 01:00:59.574 If you're so right, why are you all alone? 01:01:00.110 --> 01:01:02.341 You have no one but that lousy cat. 01:01:32.832 --> 01:01:33.832 Olcay. 01:01:43.866 --> 01:01:44.866 Kemal? 01:01:46.438 --> 01:01:47.520 You're here. 01:01:48.252 --> 01:01:49.879 Are you in pain again? 01:01:50.444 --> 01:01:51.534 And how. 01:01:52.281 --> 01:01:53.396 Because of Ulku? 01:01:54.039 --> 01:01:56.515 I couldn't raise her the way that I wanted. 01:01:56.928 --> 01:01:59.272 We're drifting further apart. 01:01:59.443 --> 01:02:02.616 She's not a kid anymore. Let her live her own life. 01:02:02.795 --> 01:02:04.178 I did let her. 01:02:05.447 --> 01:02:09.124 I don't feel any closeness to anyone, anymore. 01:02:09.311 --> 01:02:12.624 You must stop building walls between you and other people. 01:02:12.778 --> 01:02:15.480 I'm not. Look, I have Canan. 01:02:16.052 --> 01:02:18.721 She's closer to me than my own daughter. 01:02:19.064 --> 01:02:21.114 You're not all she has in this world. 01:02:21.203 --> 01:02:22.677 She has her own family. 01:02:23.391 --> 01:02:24.391 Yes. 01:02:24.642 --> 01:02:28.998 That's why, Hanim is the only thing that ties me to this mortal world. 01:02:29.661 --> 01:02:30.705 Poor thing... 01:02:31.257 --> 01:02:33.504 What'll become of her after I'm gone? 01:02:34.290 --> 01:02:37.935 I couldn't find anyone to care for her. No one wants her. 01:02:38.147 --> 01:02:39.799 Give her to Mrs. Siranus. 01:02:40.503 --> 01:02:42.358 Her house is full of cats. 01:02:42.924 --> 01:02:45.479 What would happen to Hanim among all of them? 01:02:46.285 --> 01:02:48.614 But it seems to be our last resort. 01:02:49.273 --> 01:02:51.463 Your heart is full of kindness, Olcay. 01:02:51.463 --> 01:02:54.691 A person like you can't live in this world without being hurt. 01:02:54.773 --> 01:02:58.476 That's why I've been longing to meet you once again. 01:02:59.273 --> 01:03:00.534 - But... - But? 01:03:02.422 --> 01:03:04.693 If only I could save Hanim... 01:03:05.100 --> 01:03:06.223 After that... 01:03:06.597 --> 01:03:08.656 Time is of no importance for me now. 01:03:08.933 --> 01:03:11.277 I know that you'll come to me in the end. 01:03:11.698 --> 01:03:12.740 I'll be waiting. 01:03:12.936 --> 01:03:15.158 You haven't changed at all. 01:03:16.370 --> 01:03:19.464 You looked the same the day you left. 01:03:22.758 --> 01:03:24.818 And look at me now. 01:03:26.538 --> 01:03:28.075 Do you still want me, 01:03:28.384 --> 01:03:30.329 now that you see what I've become? 01:03:30.663 --> 01:03:32.705 My only concern is your soul, 01:03:32.942 --> 01:03:35.969 which has preserved its beauty. 01:04:19.010 --> 01:04:20.010 Hello? 01:04:20.938 --> 01:04:23.329 Agah? Is that you? 01:04:24.550 --> 01:04:26.772 My voice? I'm fine. 01:04:27.235 --> 01:04:29.491 I must've caught cold... 01:04:31.230 --> 01:04:33.021 Of course I wouldn't mind. 01:04:34.686 --> 01:04:36.843 You're bringing Selcuk along? 01:04:36.843 --> 01:04:37.869 I'd be happy. 01:04:37.977 --> 01:04:39.491 Of course, I'll be waiting. 01:04:39.685 --> 01:04:41.134 When are you coming? 01:04:42.409 --> 01:04:45.298 Now? Sure, that's great. 01:04:46.838 --> 01:04:50.524 I'll be waiting, son. Goodbye. 01:05:23.493 --> 01:05:26.406 Welcome! Come in. 01:05:26.658 --> 01:05:28.156 Hello, grandmother. 01:05:28.529 --> 01:05:30.278 Welcome, my dear. 01:05:31.174 --> 01:05:33.168 - I've missed you. - What about me? 01:05:33.388 --> 01:05:35.023 Hello, son. 01:05:35.153 --> 01:05:37.115 - How are you doing, mother? - I'm alright. 01:05:40.859 --> 01:05:41.975 You look tired. 01:05:42.371 --> 01:05:43.976 You've lost weight. 01:05:44.184 --> 01:05:45.807 You mentioned you had a cold, 01:05:46.033 --> 01:05:47.994 but it must've taken its toll on you. 01:05:48.361 --> 01:05:49.930 It'll all pass... 01:05:50.305 --> 01:05:51.470 Be comfortable. 01:05:51.681 --> 01:05:55.758 Selcuk, you've grown so much since the last time I saw you. 01:06:06.139 --> 01:06:08.881 Selcuk is here to bid farewell to his grandmother. 01:06:10.134 --> 01:06:11.134 Is that so? 01:06:12.616 --> 01:06:15.342 I'll be taking him to Switzerland to study. 01:06:15.724 --> 01:06:17.008 You're doing good. 01:06:17.173 --> 01:06:18.377 I don't want to go. 01:06:18.783 --> 01:06:21.705 But you will. You'll come to love your new school. 01:06:22.758 --> 01:06:24.589 I don't speak Switzerlandish. 01:06:27.478 --> 01:06:29.805 They speak French at your school. 01:06:29.993 --> 01:06:33.101 And you'll learn how to speak French in no time. 01:06:34.693 --> 01:06:37.557 It's so easy to learn a foreign language, nowadays. 01:06:39.407 --> 01:06:42.036 So you've made up your mind to send him... 01:06:43.193 --> 01:06:44.510 Hanim hasn't grown. 01:06:45.666 --> 01:06:47.367 - Is she sick, like you? - No. 01:06:47.765 --> 01:06:48.928 God forbid. 01:06:50.410 --> 01:06:53.690 Selcuk, our conversations here might bore you. 01:06:54.536 --> 01:06:56.928 Come on, let's go to the piano room. 01:06:57.568 --> 01:06:58.813 Would you like that? 01:06:59.945 --> 01:07:01.010 Alright, let's go. 01:07:05.315 --> 01:07:07.163 Come, my dear. 01:07:07.847 --> 01:07:09.214 Have a seat here. 01:07:09.425 --> 01:07:12.306 You can browse through your granddad's photo albums. 01:07:12.306 --> 01:07:14.642 - If it's no trouble. - Of course not. 01:07:15.561 --> 01:07:19.266 I know how much you like looking at photographs of ships. 01:07:20.436 --> 01:07:21.436 Here. 01:07:21.820 --> 01:07:22.820 Look. 01:07:26.663 --> 01:07:30.138 These photos are all from your granddad's time in the navy. 01:07:31.211 --> 01:07:33.270 Thank you. You can talk with my father. 01:07:33.270 --> 01:07:36.746 - I'll stay here and look at the photos. - You're so understanding, dear. 01:07:37.752 --> 01:07:39.063 My sweet boy. 01:08:02.622 --> 01:08:05.736 I assume Ulku has talked to you about what's going on. 01:08:06.608 --> 01:08:08.536 She did. I'm sorry. 01:08:09.017 --> 01:08:11.979 She talked to me, as she always does. 01:08:12.386 --> 01:08:14.811 She refused to listen to what I had to say. 01:08:15.169 --> 01:08:17.456 She doesn't listen to anyone but herself. 01:08:17.843 --> 01:08:21.423 Couples may occasionally find themselves in disagreement. 01:08:21.652 --> 01:08:25.785 But to this day, you never mentioned something like this to me. 01:08:26.448 --> 01:08:29.182 This time it's not a simple disagreement. 01:08:29.850 --> 01:08:31.306 I assume you already know, 01:08:31.933 --> 01:08:33.381 Ulku is now living with 01:08:34.268 --> 01:08:36.508 a young musician from a night club. 01:08:36.733 --> 01:08:37.872 What's worse is that, 01:08:38.190 --> 01:08:40.501 she's doing this blatantly 01:08:40.839 --> 01:08:44.610 and with a complete disregard for anyone's privacy. 01:08:45.070 --> 01:08:47.414 At this point, divorce is our only solution. 01:08:49.059 --> 01:08:51.363 Such a pity. I'm sorry for Selcuk... 01:08:52.201 --> 01:08:53.926 And for you too, of course. 01:08:53.926 --> 01:08:55.001 Me too... 01:08:55.608 --> 01:08:57.168 I don't think that 01:08:57.386 --> 01:09:01.456 it will help Ulku in any way if she destroys everything. 01:09:01.838 --> 01:09:04.205 This situation has deeply upset me, my son. 01:09:04.892 --> 01:09:06.691 Is there anything I can do? 01:09:07.081 --> 01:09:09.880 Even as a young girl Ulku never listened to me. 01:09:10.443 --> 01:09:12.892 Maybe it's because she grew up without a father. 01:09:13.598 --> 01:09:16.023 My words carry no weight. 01:09:17.106 --> 01:09:19.475 I don't expect anything from you. 01:09:19.653 --> 01:09:22.453 I just wanted to talk about this situation honestly. 01:09:22.578 --> 01:09:24.531 Of course. I want that, too. 01:09:24.897 --> 01:09:26.500 I'm taking Selcuk away. 01:09:31.318 --> 01:09:32.865 It's better if he's away. 01:09:33.303 --> 01:09:34.647 He might get hurt here. 01:09:36.435 --> 01:09:39.414 I also have to inform you of certain matters. 01:09:41.507 --> 01:09:44.899 I hope you don't accuse me of jealousy or anything else. 01:09:46.105 --> 01:09:48.319 I have your interests at heart, believe me. 01:09:49.542 --> 01:09:51.608 The man that Ulku has let into her house 01:09:52.105 --> 01:09:55.481 is known around as a lowlife and a ruffian. 01:09:58.386 --> 01:10:01.976 He probably thinks that Ulku is wealthy and is looking to benefit from this. 01:10:01.976 --> 01:10:03.359 I had a similar feeling. 01:10:03.359 --> 01:10:05.322 She asked me to sell the house. 01:10:05.566 --> 01:10:06.778 Please, don't! 01:10:09.022 --> 01:10:11.293 It would do Ulku no good, trust me. 01:10:11.553 --> 01:10:13.652 Thank you for your concern, my son. 01:10:15.896 --> 01:10:17.622 I've been talking nonstop. 01:10:17.979 --> 01:10:19.485 How are you doing? 01:10:19.786 --> 01:10:23.236 It seems we've gotten lost in our woes and forgotten about you. 01:10:24.664 --> 01:10:26.047 How's your health? 01:10:27.220 --> 01:10:29.254 You seem uneasy and restless. 01:10:30.524 --> 01:10:31.524 No. 01:10:31.664 --> 01:10:33.519 You're mistaken. I'm alright. 01:10:33.667 --> 01:10:35.343 Mother, please. 01:10:35.860 --> 01:10:37.920 It feels like you're hiding something. 01:10:38.622 --> 01:10:41.869 I've always regarded you as my own mother. 01:10:42.263 --> 01:10:43.857 Thank you, my son. 01:10:44.410 --> 01:10:48.015 Those are the strains of old age and loneliness, that's all. 01:10:48.366 --> 01:10:50.107 Thank you for your concern. 01:10:50.839 --> 01:10:53.377 I don't have any serious complaints, thank God. 01:10:59.513 --> 01:11:00.693 My dear boy. 01:11:01.018 --> 01:11:02.832 Will I see you again... 01:11:03.084 --> 01:11:04.689 Give me a hug. 01:11:04.859 --> 01:11:08.431 Give your grandmother a big hug. 01:11:08.725 --> 01:11:11.639 I'll come visit during the semester break. Dad said so. 01:11:11.744 --> 01:11:14.217 I'll stay with you and my father's mother. 01:11:14.217 --> 01:11:16.179 I won't stay with my mother, though. 01:11:19.013 --> 01:11:20.315 My sweet boy. 01:11:21.184 --> 01:11:23.025 Study hard. 01:11:23.511 --> 01:11:25.091 Be a good person. 01:11:25.490 --> 01:11:26.490 Good... 01:11:27.701 --> 01:11:31.884 There's nothing in this life that's more important than that. 01:11:33.706 --> 01:11:34.706 Goodbye. 01:11:37.024 --> 01:11:38.252 I will, grandmother. 01:11:40.059 --> 01:11:41.059 Goodbye. 01:11:48.460 --> 01:11:49.460 Take care. 01:12:45.052 --> 01:12:46.623 Greetings. 01:12:49.333 --> 01:12:51.840 - Welcome, captain. - Thank you. 01:12:54.644 --> 01:12:56.052 Come and have a seat. 01:12:58.771 --> 01:13:02.718 Why are you huffing and puffing like a ship that's tossed and driven? 01:13:04.931 --> 01:13:07.836 - I'm not in the mood... - Is everything alright, friend? 01:13:09.682 --> 01:13:12.213 Is this considered "alright" in your philosophy? 01:13:12.213 --> 01:13:14.076 My ship's being scrapped. 01:13:14.326 --> 01:13:17.231 You see, this captain's knot is about to be untied. 01:13:17.664 --> 01:13:20.210 They'll retire me soon. 01:13:20.731 --> 01:13:22.758 What's wrong with any of that? 01:13:23.282 --> 01:13:25.464 "The one upstairs" has willed it so. 01:13:25.822 --> 01:13:27.954 We don't question why. 01:13:28.183 --> 01:13:29.183 You're born. 01:13:29.354 --> 01:13:30.354 You live. 01:13:30.445 --> 01:13:31.445 You die. 01:13:31.877 --> 01:13:35.215 Your ship won't be the first one in history to get scrapped for parts. 01:13:35.751 --> 01:13:39.172 Who knows how many ships it's been since the Phoenicians. 01:13:39.489 --> 01:13:43.810 And how many captains found themselves one day without a livelihood. 01:13:47.032 --> 01:13:48.749 It's tough, my friend. 01:13:49.816 --> 01:13:51.085 Make your peace with it. 01:13:51.605 --> 01:13:54.364 Anything that you can't overcome, you have to accept. 01:13:54.836 --> 01:13:56.683 Make peace with it. There's no other way. 01:13:57.944 --> 01:14:00.377 Unlike you, I haven't looked for peace in 01:14:00.881 --> 01:14:03.453 asceticism, prayer, 01:14:03.893 --> 01:14:06.448 and seclusion in a hermitage. 01:14:06.883 --> 01:14:10.257 Is there a better hermitage than this world itself? 01:14:10.818 --> 01:14:12.810 You're a child of this world, after all. 01:14:13.283 --> 01:14:14.283 Ihsan, 01:14:14.570 --> 01:14:17.684 a black coffee for the captain here, with sugar on the side. 01:14:17.684 --> 01:14:20.095 - It's on me. - Sure thing, Father Poyraz. 01:14:21.910 --> 01:14:23.465 What's the matter, Father Poyraz? 01:14:24.157 --> 01:14:27.649 You've found yourself lost in deep conversation. 01:14:28.083 --> 01:14:30.386 You've forgotten about us this morning. 01:14:30.931 --> 01:14:32.589 Greetings, my friends. 01:14:33.495 --> 01:14:37.604 This morning, we're shooting the breeze with the captain here. 01:14:38.882 --> 01:14:42.716 I'm trying to make the captain accept that he's being retired. 01:14:43.774 --> 01:14:44.872 Excuse my absence. 01:15:44.010 --> 01:15:46.346 Canan, come inside my dear girl. 01:15:46.533 --> 01:15:48.356 I've brought the sheet music back, ma'am. 01:15:48.779 --> 01:15:51.798 Let me get your coat. Did you study? 01:15:51.798 --> 01:15:55.929 How did you like "Excursions in the City Where Nothing Remains but Memories"? 01:15:56.936 --> 01:15:58.198 You know, 01:15:59.217 --> 01:16:02.227 it was difficult at first, but I grew to like it as I practiced. 01:16:02.788 --> 01:16:05.555 It has a unique style. I played it for my mom, too. 01:16:05.973 --> 01:16:08.178 And? Did she like it as well? 01:16:08.584 --> 01:16:11.151 No. Mom didn't like it. 01:16:11.151 --> 01:16:13.752 "This music reeks of death," she said. 01:16:13.752 --> 01:16:15.092 What did you think? 01:16:15.391 --> 01:16:17.083 I'm not sure. 01:16:17.417 --> 01:16:20.458 To me it all felt like a fairy tale. 01:16:20.881 --> 01:16:21.881 The castle walls, 01:16:21.881 --> 01:16:22.923 the cisterns, 01:16:23.159 --> 01:16:24.347 the ancient streets... 01:16:24.519 --> 01:16:25.600 The graveyard. 01:16:25.758 --> 01:16:28.986 Like grieving for all the beauty that has been lost... 01:16:29.166 --> 01:16:30.377 What do you think? 01:16:30.456 --> 01:16:33.070 Perhaps both you and your mother are right. 01:16:34.951 --> 01:16:37.246 I also like "Inci's Book" very much. 01:16:37.423 --> 01:16:40.622 Won't you give me similar works for me to practice? 01:16:41.644 --> 01:16:43.247 I would like that. 01:16:43.418 --> 01:16:46.022 But my health has been deteriorating in my old age. 01:16:46.022 --> 01:16:48.357 I can't be of enough help to you. 01:16:48.520 --> 01:16:49.561 That's not true! 01:16:49.659 --> 01:16:52.621 I was thinking, maybe we should find you another tutor... 01:16:52.849 --> 01:16:54.468 It'd be the right thing to do. 01:16:54.861 --> 01:16:58.258 And I wouldn't want to get paid when I don't deserve it. 01:16:58.628 --> 01:17:01.713 But I want to continue on the path you've set for me. 01:17:01.713 --> 01:17:05.191 Is there another tutor who can teach me about Turkish composers? 01:17:05.191 --> 01:17:07.140 If you're so interested... 01:17:08.002 --> 01:17:09.002 Here. 01:17:09.329 --> 01:17:11.257 You can have them all. 01:17:11.988 --> 01:17:14.803 Erkin, Saygun, Akses... 01:17:15.227 --> 01:17:18.538 This is all the sheet music that I have for Turkish composers. 01:17:18.538 --> 01:17:20.050 They're my gift to you. 01:17:20.402 --> 01:17:21.615 Ma'am, 01:17:21.980 --> 01:17:23.893 I can't accept such a gift. 01:17:23.893 --> 01:17:25.847 You will, because I truly believe 01:17:25.847 --> 01:17:28.744 that you'll make better use of them than I did. 01:17:29.717 --> 01:17:31.943 A last piece of advice from me to you. 01:17:32.424 --> 01:17:34.247 Pay no heed to others. 01:17:34.524 --> 01:17:36.371 Live the way you believe is right. 01:17:36.467 --> 01:17:39.877 Follow whatever your heart tells you to be true. 01:17:40.350 --> 01:17:42.058 Thank you so much! 01:17:42.058 --> 01:17:45.265 I'll practice them all and play for you one day. 01:17:45.930 --> 01:17:48.786 Wait, dear, don't hug me. I'm not well, I have a cold. 01:17:48.908 --> 01:17:51.610 It's alright, I'm not afraid of a little cold. 01:17:51.716 --> 01:17:53.229 God forbid! 01:17:53.467 --> 01:17:55.523 - There's one more thing. - What is it? 01:17:55.523 --> 01:17:58.444 My father. He's still not back from Ankara. 01:17:58.721 --> 01:18:00.925 That's why I don't have your fee for today. 01:18:01.384 --> 01:18:02.384 It's fine. 01:18:39.777 --> 01:18:41.006 Come here, my girl. 01:18:41.950 --> 01:18:43.350 Come, sweetie. 01:18:44.246 --> 01:18:46.215 You must be hungry. 01:18:46.444 --> 01:18:47.444 I know. 01:18:47.606 --> 01:18:50.097 I'll prepare your food right away. 01:19:23.557 --> 01:19:25.030 Are you full? 01:19:25.788 --> 01:19:27.056 You sweet thing. 01:19:28.376 --> 01:19:30.967 Sadly, our kingdom here is nearing its end. 01:19:34.634 --> 01:19:36.148 I don't feel good, Hanim. 01:19:39.341 --> 01:19:41.831 I will have to leave you. 01:19:44.158 --> 01:19:48.431 You'll be one of Mrs. Siranus' cats from now on. 01:20:51.366 --> 01:20:52.663 I'm looking for Siranus. 01:20:54.456 --> 01:20:55.913 Where's Mrs. Siranus? 01:20:55.913 --> 01:20:57.646 Ma'am has gone to America. 01:20:59.095 --> 01:21:00.373 To America? 01:21:02.171 --> 01:21:04.433 - When? - His son was here to take her. 01:21:05.058 --> 01:21:06.263 What about the cats? 01:21:07.899 --> 01:21:10.569 - What did she do with them? - She left them with me. 01:21:10.569 --> 01:21:12.220 I'm the apartment's caretaker. 01:21:12.220 --> 01:21:14.841 She paid me well, but I couldn't look after them. 01:21:14.841 --> 01:21:17.313 They kept meowing and screaming day and night. 01:21:17.313 --> 01:21:19.816 The residents filed a complaint to the city hall. 01:21:19.816 --> 01:21:23.198 Then some men came from the municipality and poisoned them. 01:21:24.027 --> 01:21:25.345 Poisoned them? 01:21:26.819 --> 01:21:27.819 All of them? 01:21:28.264 --> 01:21:31.225 All of them. Then they carried the carcasses away. 01:21:31.389 --> 01:21:33.821 Who the hell feeds cats in an apartment... 01:22:18.010 --> 01:22:19.264 What's wrong, lady? 01:22:25.496 --> 01:22:27.050 Calm down, sis. 01:22:29.410 --> 01:22:30.647 All gone... 01:22:31.258 --> 01:22:32.764 They're all gone... 01:22:34.911 --> 01:22:37.019 You poor things... 01:22:59.970 --> 01:23:02.574 There goes our last hope, Hanim. 01:23:03.119 --> 01:23:04.608 Siranus is no more. 01:23:05.149 --> 01:23:06.272 She's gone. 01:23:06.922 --> 01:23:08.411 And those poor cats... 01:23:09.159 --> 01:23:11.486 Dear God! It's terrible... 01:23:11.877 --> 01:23:14.823 There's no humanity in this world anymore. 01:23:15.957 --> 01:23:18.399 This must be the end of the world. 01:23:23.029 --> 01:23:25.194 What am I to do? 01:23:25.944 --> 01:23:28.614 - That hag's talking to a cat. - Must be a basket case. 01:23:28.614 --> 01:23:30.526 - What's her deal? - Let's see. 01:23:37.678 --> 01:23:40.413 What's up grandma? You talking to a cat? 01:23:40.900 --> 01:23:43.952 When you have no one to talk to, you can talk to cats, 01:23:44.627 --> 01:23:48.533 dogs—and even to the rocks and the earth. 01:23:49.342 --> 01:23:51.175 What were you saying to the cat, mum? 01:23:53.435 --> 01:23:55.883 I was saying "there's no humanity in this world anymore." 01:23:56.031 --> 01:23:58.301 Is that why you're keeping it in a cage? 01:23:58.301 --> 01:24:00.205 We thought it was for sale. 01:24:00.205 --> 01:24:01.874 Why would I sell her! 01:24:02.011 --> 01:24:04.379 Its hide would make a fine fur collar. 01:24:07.416 --> 01:24:08.883 What kind of talk is that! 01:24:09.084 --> 01:24:10.517 It's got quality fur. 01:24:10.735 --> 01:24:12.550 What's the asking price, mum? 01:24:12.664 --> 01:24:15.039 Stop it! Don't touch Hanim! 01:24:15.039 --> 01:24:16.943 We just want to look at the cat. 01:24:16.943 --> 01:24:18.710 What's going on here, lads? 01:24:21.208 --> 01:24:22.706 Nothing. 01:24:22.836 --> 01:24:25.530 The lady has this cat for sale. We were bargaining. 01:24:25.530 --> 01:24:26.670 What "sale"! 01:24:26.785 --> 01:24:28.771 Have you all lost your minds? 01:24:28.771 --> 01:24:30.007 Leave me alone! 01:24:30.007 --> 01:24:31.691 We were trying to help you out. 01:24:31.691 --> 01:24:34.483 That's enough of that. Beat it, lads. 01:24:35.100 --> 01:24:37.802 - We didn't do anything. - I said be on your way! 01:24:37.940 --> 01:24:38.940 Let's go. 01:24:47.947 --> 01:24:51.139 What's going on, Mrs. Olcay? Were they disturbing you? 01:24:51.139 --> 01:24:53.505 Have people lost all sense of decency? 01:24:53.505 --> 01:24:56.591 Cruelty and ruthlessness has tainted everyone! 01:24:56.591 --> 01:24:58.577 Is something bothering you? 01:25:00.099 --> 01:25:01.677 They've killed them. 01:25:02.573 --> 01:25:04.526 Every last one of them! 01:25:04.672 --> 01:25:06.601 Who did they kill, Mrs. Olcay? 01:25:06.829 --> 01:25:09.734 My God, how could they have done this? 01:25:09.734 --> 01:25:10.947 Who did this? 01:25:11.541 --> 01:25:12.694 The municipality. 01:25:12.859 --> 01:25:15.293 They've killed them all! 01:25:16.383 --> 01:25:18.295 Who did the municipality kill? 01:25:18.670 --> 01:25:20.867 Mrs. Siranus' cats! 01:25:20.867 --> 01:25:22.418 There isn't even one left! 01:25:22.418 --> 01:25:24.281 Mrs. Siranus' cats? 01:25:25.268 --> 01:25:26.268 Yes. 01:25:26.692 --> 01:25:29.808 I went to her place to leave Hanim with Mrs. Siranus. 01:25:31.100 --> 01:25:34.949 Siranus had many cats; she cared for all of them. 01:25:35.388 --> 01:25:37.194 She was to take care of Hanim, too. 01:25:37.658 --> 01:25:39.075 But his son was here, 01:25:39.261 --> 01:25:41.426 and he took her to America. 01:25:41.694 --> 01:25:44.738 And the municipality workers poisoned all of her cats! 01:25:45.789 --> 01:25:47.457 Those monsters! 01:25:48.784 --> 01:25:50.925 Ah, I see what this is about. 01:25:51.299 --> 01:25:53.268 Terrible. Terrible... 01:25:54.294 --> 01:25:57.598 I hadn't felt this kind of sorrow 01:25:57.997 --> 01:26:01.186 since Dumlupinar sank and I lost my husband. 01:26:01.277 --> 01:26:04.099 Don't you have other things to worry about, Mrs. Olcay? 01:26:04.099 --> 01:26:06.094 Why make such a big deal out of this? 01:26:06.474 --> 01:26:08.630 What are you saying, Captain Necip? 01:26:08.972 --> 01:26:11.877 Did you not understand? They've killed all the cats! 01:26:12.373 --> 01:26:14.656 Why beat yourself up over some cats? 01:26:14.656 --> 01:26:16.401 The streets are full of them. 01:26:16.401 --> 01:26:20.045 They're useless and ungrateful animals, the whole lot of them. 01:26:20.045 --> 01:26:22.657 I've never liked them one bit. 01:26:24.310 --> 01:26:26.881 And I don't like you one bit, Captain Necip! 01:27:01.658 --> 01:27:04.633 I tried to console her and ended up adding insult to injury. 01:27:04.783 --> 01:27:07.664 I made a mess out of it all. 01:27:08.273 --> 01:27:09.616 And that was that. 01:27:11.043 --> 01:27:14.371 All that the woman can think about is cats. 01:27:15.197 --> 01:27:17.352 Sounds like you touched a sore spot. 01:27:20.822 --> 01:27:23.828 I sure did, friend. Sure did... 01:27:24.793 --> 01:27:28.457 I was always trying to act like a gentleman around Mrs. Olcay, 01:27:28.898 --> 01:27:30.379 but I slipped up. 01:27:30.655 --> 01:27:32.127 The folly of ignorance... 01:27:41.926 --> 01:27:46.013 I know that you've been hopelessly in love with Mrs. Olcay for ages. 01:27:46.409 --> 01:27:48.582 These are the fruits of unrequited love. 01:27:52.741 --> 01:27:54.116 "Hopelessly." 01:27:54.556 --> 01:27:55.816 You're right about that. 01:27:56.629 --> 01:27:58.753 Her husband was an officer in the navy. 01:27:58.753 --> 01:28:00.201 The captain of a warship. 01:28:00.982 --> 01:28:01.982 And I'm 01:28:02.863 --> 01:28:05.102 the captain of some tugboat. 01:28:06.076 --> 01:28:07.118 You see... 01:28:09.054 --> 01:28:12.594 For years, I loved no one else but her. 01:28:13.243 --> 01:28:15.049 Maybe I too should've gotten married 01:28:15.286 --> 01:28:16.922 and settled down; 01:28:17.614 --> 01:28:21.463 then, my dearly departed mother could've had grandchildren. 01:28:22.250 --> 01:28:23.373 Right? 01:28:25.350 --> 01:28:28.445 It's pointless to mull over the past, Captain Necip. 01:28:28.556 --> 01:28:29.907 What's done is done. 01:28:30.845 --> 01:28:33.258 But there are ways to atone. 01:28:34.010 --> 01:28:36.361 The two of you are lonesome spirits. 01:28:36.801 --> 01:28:40.080 Nevertheless, these two spirits just could not meet. 01:28:42.249 --> 01:28:44.388 Something's not right in all this... 01:28:48.950 --> 01:28:50.203 But what? 01:28:51.411 --> 01:28:53.185 That I don't know. 01:29:42.888 --> 01:29:44.328 What are you doing, Olcay? 01:29:51.667 --> 01:29:53.505 I knew you'd come. 01:29:54.816 --> 01:29:57.941 That's why I was trying to tidy myself up. 01:29:58.445 --> 01:30:00.122 There's no need for make up. 01:30:05.057 --> 01:30:06.782 I look miserable. 01:30:09.159 --> 01:30:11.292 I don't want you to see me like this. 01:30:13.522 --> 01:30:14.645 I feel ashamed. 01:30:15.329 --> 01:30:17.607 I'm your husband. There's no need to be shy. 01:30:17.917 --> 01:30:20.357 I'm rotting from the inside. I can smell it. 01:30:20.357 --> 01:30:23.133 But I can't wash it away no matter how hard I try. 01:30:23.329 --> 01:30:25.680 Doesn't Ulku attend to your needs? 01:30:25.680 --> 01:30:28.541 She's cross because she doesn't know that I'm dying. 01:30:28.541 --> 01:30:32.245 Otherwise she'd be waiting by my bedside to grab my inheritance. 01:30:32.367 --> 01:30:34.156 Is she really that vile? 01:30:35.703 --> 01:30:38.242 Who knows? Maybe I'm the one who's vile. 01:30:39.313 --> 01:30:40.906 One thing's for certain: 01:30:41.421 --> 01:30:44.228 We don't value the same things in life. 01:30:44.732 --> 01:30:47.456 As usual, you hold firmly to your own values 01:30:47.456 --> 01:30:49.493 and refuse to make any concessions. 01:30:49.884 --> 01:30:51.178 I guess you're right. 01:30:54.747 --> 01:30:56.017 And that's why 01:30:56.269 --> 01:30:59.426 I'll leave her nothing when I'm gone. 01:31:01.083 --> 01:31:02.972 I'll leave it all 01:31:03.809 --> 01:31:05.128 to a charity 01:31:05.527 --> 01:31:08.684 for them to look after my cat. 01:31:15.138 --> 01:31:19.499 MY LAST WILL 01:31:20.000 --> 01:31:22.407 That is no way to treat your daughter. 01:31:22.407 --> 01:31:24.395 She wouldn't let Hanim go hungry. 01:31:28.269 --> 01:31:29.855 I hope you're right. 01:31:32.700 --> 01:31:36.150 If you only knew how attached I've become to this cat... 01:31:36.948 --> 01:31:41.473 She was the only one who shared my loneliness these last few years. 01:31:42.350 --> 01:31:45.922 A lady who no longer has a place in this world. 01:31:46.858 --> 01:31:50.081 I feel like I see myself in her, from time to time. 01:31:50.982 --> 01:31:53.189 She's been brought up so well that 01:31:54.015 --> 01:31:58.543 she no longer has a right to exist out there in the streets. 01:31:58.879 --> 01:32:01.979 We're not strong enough to change that fact, Olcay. 01:32:02.916 --> 01:32:06.594 Everything changed so much after you were gone. 01:32:07.252 --> 01:32:11.468 Only little remains of the world that you and I used to live in. 01:32:12.310 --> 01:32:15.224 Every time I step outside this house, 01:32:15.224 --> 01:32:19.790 I feel more and more like a stranger in this new world. 01:32:23.583 --> 01:32:25.496 I miss you. 01:32:26.436 --> 01:32:28.552 I've come to take you by my side. 01:32:29.374 --> 01:32:30.538 I'm ready for it. 01:32:31.270 --> 01:32:34.330 I'm happy that I'll be by your side. 01:32:35.332 --> 01:32:38.043 But I'm worried about something... 01:32:38.043 --> 01:32:39.246 What is it? 01:32:39.832 --> 01:32:40.770 You know, 01:32:40.849 --> 01:32:43.169 I've never been one for prayers. 01:32:44.439 --> 01:32:47.092 I don't know how to plead to God. 01:32:47.995 --> 01:32:50.054 Shouldn't one be praying 01:32:50.054 --> 01:32:52.428 as they are departing from this world? 01:32:52.797 --> 01:32:56.076 Don't worry, others will pray for you. 01:32:59.665 --> 01:33:00.739 Let us go now. 01:34:21.302 --> 01:34:24.492 - She's not home, I guess. - Maybe she's out getting food for her cat. 01:34:24.492 --> 01:34:26.242 Please, dad, let's wait a little. 01:34:26.396 --> 01:34:29.399 We can't wait long. I have business to attend. 01:34:37.053 --> 01:34:37.991 Can I wait? 01:34:37.991 --> 01:34:40.107 No. We came together, we leave together. 01:34:40.107 --> 01:34:41.708 Let's leave these at the door. 01:34:56.042 --> 01:34:58.686 FROM CANAN AND HER DAD, WITH LOVE 01:35:35.983 --> 01:35:38.000 It's ringing, but she's not picking up. 01:35:38.196 --> 01:35:40.083 She must've taken her cat out for a walk. 01:35:40.895 --> 01:35:43.240 She couldn't have been out every single time. 01:35:44.778 --> 01:35:45.908 I've kept calling. 01:36:18.033 --> 01:36:20.223 The flowers are from Canan and her dad. 01:36:20.305 --> 01:36:21.417 It's the 27th today. 01:36:21.647 --> 01:36:23.161 They're from 11 days ago. 01:36:24.577 --> 01:36:26.465 The door hasn't been opened since then... 01:36:26.799 --> 01:36:28.167 Something's off. 01:36:28.601 --> 01:36:30.985 Mom wouldn't take off and leave the cat alone 01:36:30.985 --> 01:36:32.467 for such a long time. 01:36:33.020 --> 01:36:34.688 - Don't you have a key? - No. 01:36:36.859 --> 01:36:39.610 - I'll look for a way inside. - Please do. 01:38:04.113 --> 01:38:05.113 Ender! 01:38:05.601 --> 01:38:06.601 Come here! 01:38:06.968 --> 01:38:07.968 Quick! 01:38:16.753 --> 01:38:18.836 She didn't get to meet you. 01:38:25.139 --> 01:38:26.708 We should call the authorities. 01:38:44.445 --> 01:38:45.445 Hello? 01:38:47.301 --> 01:38:48.774 Is this information services? 01:38:49.789 --> 01:38:52.663 May I get the number for the forensics hospital? 01:38:53.873 --> 01:38:54.873 Yes. 01:38:56.753 --> 01:38:58.698 One second, let me write it down. 01:39:00.399 --> 01:39:01.232 Yes? 01:39:01.385 --> 01:39:02.385 Thank you. 01:39:02.500 --> 01:39:04.583 MY LAST WILL 01:39:11.270 --> 01:39:13.860 [♪ FUNERAL PRAYER ♪] 01:40:51.763 --> 01:40:54.417 HOUSE FOR SALE CONTACT: 01:41:58.139 --> 01:42:01.825 With Mrs. Olcay's passing, my last bond to this world has been severed. 01:42:04.395 --> 01:42:07.031 I'll have to drag this wretched body around 01:42:07.031 --> 01:42:08.935 until death finally comes for me. 01:42:09.970 --> 01:42:12.711 And I'll have to do it all by myself. 01:42:13.119 --> 01:42:17.091 If your bonds to the people you loved were firm and true, 01:42:17.091 --> 01:42:18.758 then they won't break. 01:42:19.603 --> 01:42:23.875 And death is not the end; it's moving from one house to the other. 01:42:24.990 --> 01:42:26.300 Close your eyes. 01:42:27.664 --> 01:42:30.194 You can't see me, but I linger on. 01:42:30.486 --> 01:42:31.486 I'm here. 01:42:31.756 --> 01:42:33.082 You're the one who can't see. 01:42:33.308 --> 01:42:35.451 Those with the eyes to see 01:42:35.642 --> 01:42:37.306 can peek 01:42:37.629 --> 01:42:41.967 into both worlds... 01:42:53.391 --> 01:42:55.303 Goodnight, then. 01:42:56.093 --> 01:42:58.771 - Thanks for everything. - Goodbye, my friend. 01:44:50.540 --> 01:44:51.540 I know. 01:44:52.786 --> 01:44:53.986 She's looking at us now. 01:44:54.993 --> 01:44:56.958 Watching us, from somewhere.

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